Dear Self,
What are you trying to do? Did you talk to yourself yesterday already? Can't you feel the buldge from your body? Well why are you eating as much as you can when I thought your going on a diet? Ha!!!! Your not going to make it!
Love,
Myself
Yesterday I have planned to go on a diet today but it seems like I havent got the courage to do so. I don't know how to begin this journey that I would like to partake. This morning I woke up and headed to my summer job, I teach swimming lessons to kids, I have not grab any breakfast yet so I bought a cracker and an Ice tea, I think that should be enough... I know its not healthy but it can sufice what I needed, besides my stomach is grumbling out loud "feed me please!" Ha! I have to eat! What a lame excuse right? Well as I go back I decided to stroll along down town and buy some bread for my children and their Nanny. While I was walking down the street I realize that I was thirsty and decided to buy an energy drink and a gum... I know I cant eat so I have to make my mouth busy. Chewing on the gum makes my stomach hurts, I guess it has to do with the gass building in my stomach of chewing to much, but at least I feel full. After that long walk I hurdly went home, I can't explain what I'm feeling now, I think the fast food chains suddenly sprouted hands from their sides and now they are waving at me calling my name, "eat here, we know your hungry" I can't give in... Wait am I going crazy? Have to control it! I have to....
